You can be free, Rulan. Just give up. He's waiting for you to surrender and be content no matter where you are. That's when He'll move you.

John, thank you. I'm just having a day of frustration. They come once in a while. I started writing this post and only got this far. I wanted to delete it, but it was if I wasn't allowed.

It looks like somebody needs a trip to the country. I wouldn't mind trading you places for a couple weeks. You could feed the bears in my back yard, and I could eat deep fried Moro bars.

God bless you Kid,

David

Curm, a trip to the country sure would be great. They can take this kid out of the country, but they can't get the country out of me. It would be fun to see those bears, but I'm not to sure about them there lions you have. They sound a little too big for me. lol

John is right. I have learnt from God recently. The word is "Are you willing?".

Are you willing to let go!
Are you willing to surrender all!
Are you willing? Are you willing?

When you are willing, he is willing to do the rest for you kid!

Trust him, it will be fine. Proclaim that in Jesus name, Amen!

Thanks. You people are so awesome. Thank you for caring. I am not feeling down though. I have a wildness in me and at times I just feel like I'd love to soar like an eagle.
I am blessed to have such friends. May God be with each and every one of you.